Day to day, or not so often, musings and bemusings of a frum farmgirl, and mother living in Philadelphia and her family and homelife adventures.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
Prayer and a broken heart
In the palace of a king there are many rooms, and a different key unlocks each door. But wielding an axe is better than all the keys, because it can break any lock and open any door. Intention in prayer is like the various keys, each prayer has a different intention, but a broken heart is the axe that opens all the Gates of Heaven. ~~The Baal Shem Tov
עצבות נועלת שערי שמים תפילה פותחת שערים נעולים והשמחה בכוחה לשבר חומות והשמחה בכוחה לשבר את החכמות הרעות והמחשבות המדומות
I'm sure it's from one of Rebbe Nachman's sefarim or from one of his talmidim. Of course, he's not necessarily arguing with his grandfather. Without simcha, a person can't have a broken-heart. A Breslover named "Rachamim" taught me that a few years ago. Well, he shared it with me. When he worked to be happy during the day, then he was able to really speak with HaShem and even cry during hisbodedus. I'm still learning it. But then, Rebbe Nachman does say that simcha is the most difficult avodah.
Doumbeks, drop spindles, and spinning and weaving. Knitting, crocheting, and learning and reading. Helping the mommies give birth to their children. These are a few of my favorite things.
I am Lover of my Beloved, Imma to my three blessings, a dreamer of dreams and maker of my home. I have homeschooled now for about 13 years and it is our way of life. I am a preschool teacher, doula, childbirth advocate, Jill-of-all-trades, Mistress of none and aspire to someday become the local village Wise Woman.
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On one of Yisrael Dagan's CDs, he sings
עצבות נועלת שערי שמים
תפילה פותחת שערים נעולים
והשמחה בכוחה לשבר חומות
והשמחה בכוחה לשבר את החכמות הרעות והמחשבות המדומות
I'm sure it's from one of Rebbe Nachman's sefarim or from one of his talmidim. Of course, he's not necessarily arguing with his grandfather. Without simcha, a person can't have a broken-heart. A Breslover named "Rachamim" taught me that a few years ago. Well, he shared it with me. When he worked to be happy during the day, then he was able to really speak with HaShem and even cry during hisbodedus. I'm still learning it. But then, Rebbe Nachman does say that simcha is the most difficult avodah.
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