Day to day, or not so often, musings and bemusings of a frum farmgirl, and mother living in Philadelphia and her family and homelife adventures.
Friday, November 28, 2008
My heart is broken
Terrorist have done it agian. Murdering innocent people because of hatred. I am so heartbroken. I do not understand and never will. I don't understand how this can occur and why? DEAR G-D IN HEAVEN, WHY?!?!?
1. To the chief Musician for the sons of Korah, A Maskil. 2. We have heard with our ears, O God; our fathers have told us, what deeds you performed in their days, in the times of old; 3. How you drove out the nations with your hand, but planted them; how you afflicted the people, and cast them out. 4. For they did not get the land in possession by their own sword, nor did their own arm save them; but your right hand, and your arm, and the light of your countenance, because you did favorably accept them. 5. You are my King, O God; command deliverance for Jacob. 6. Through you we will push down our enemies; through your name we will trample down those who rise up against us. 7. For I will not trust in my bow, nor shall my sword save me. 8. But you have saved us from our enemies, and have put to shame those who hate us. 9. In God we have gloried all the day long, and we praise your name for ever. Selah. 10. But you have cast off, and put us to shame; and you do not go forth with our armies. 11. You make us turn back from the enemy; and those who hate us take plunder for themselves. 12. You have given us like sheep to be eaten; and have scattered us among the nations. 13. You sell your people for nothing, and you do not ask for a high price. 14. You make us a taunt to our neighbors, a scorn and a derision to those who are around us. 15. You make us a byword among the nations, a shaking of the head among the people. 16. My confusion is before me all day, and the shame of my face has covered me, 17. Because of the voice of him who taunts and blasphemes; because of the enemy and avenger. 18. All this has come upon us; yet we have not forgotten you, nor have we been false to your covenant. 19. Our heart is not turned back, nor have our steps departed from your way; 20. Though you have crushed us in the place of jackals, and covered us with the shadow of death. 21. If we had forgotten the name of our God, or stretched out our hands to a strange god; 22. Would not God search this out? For he knows the secrets of the heart. 23. But for your sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. 24. Awake, why do you sleep, O Lord? Arise, do not cast us off for ever. 25. Why do you hide your face, and forget our affliction and our oppression? 26. For our soul is bowed down to the dust; our belly cleaves to the earth. 27. Arise for our help, and redeem us for the sake of your loving kindness
I am Lover of my Beloved, Imma to my three blessings, a dreamer of dreams and maker of my home. I have homeschooled now for about 13 years and it is our way of life. I am a preschool teacher, doula, childbirth advocate, Jill-of-all-trades, Mistress of none and aspire to someday become the local village Wise Woman.